Today as I sit trying to get a good picture of our year as a church… I begin to take inventory of some of our music. August to August… I start marking the recent service dates by the hardship that was occurring when we chose these songs together.
Sadness filled me as I thought, “Oh this song was picked through many tears…”, “This one happened when, _______…”.
But these times of hardship as church- marked in the annals of our software- have taught me something about God’s love.
He was there then… and we got through it. One foot in front of the other, as a church. He is here now as I write and reflect.
As I gaze over these dates, songs, prayers, lighting and audio notes… I realize that back then, something amazing happened. People on differing sides of arguments agreed to disagree. We ALL held hands during “the Lord’s Prayer”… and even hugged and cried together.
We all bowed the knee at the altar together.
Why can’t our software depict these moments?
As I make my list…. I just had to stop and remember this major monument to God’s grace and goodness in our lives. FBC… I treasure this year with you. I treasure the things God has done, the times we hit the ground in prayer together, shaken by hardships. These are beautiful hardships… because God is found there.
God never said we would always agree. He never said the entire Bible is black and white… our theology may sometimes not line up, leaving frustrations and questions. Relationships were never easy in Bible times, and they’re not now.
But we know in our future, we never have to go it alone…. God will be there in the future just like He is now.
The only difference will be that our FAITH will be bigger next time around.
We can smile and have joy, through tears, knowing God never changes.